Monthly Update

Uggh! It's amazing how unnecessary I find the need to update is when I'm not on program. I started off November the same way I started off August, September and October - gung ho! For about 1-1/2 hours... Then the excuses started. Might as well wait until after my birthday. My birthday fell on a weekend so I might as well wait until Monday. I had some REAL soda left over on Monday so I might as well finish it up and start on Tuesday. I'm going out with a friend on Wednesday so I might as well wait until next week. We're having the company TDay potluck luncheon on Friday, so I might as well wait until Saturday and then do a nice weekend fast. I woke craving pizza on Saturday so I might as well get it out of my system. And since I'm not fasting after all I might as well buy that roll of cookie dough at the store. And since I ate both cookie dough and pizza I was too full to finish off the pizza so of course I might as well wait until Monday to start. That will give me Sunday to finish off the pizza and cookie dough.

So here it is Sunday night. I've felt stuffed and completely bloated all day from the pizza and cookie dough. So stuffed that I just can't find any more room in me to finish off the cookie dough. Which means that I have an excuse not to start again tomorrow...which means I might as well wait until after Thanksgiving to start, right?? Grrrr!

I give up pretending for now. Apparently I just don't want it bad enough at this time. Maybe next year will be better.

Oh, well at least I don't have orange hair any more. :)